[ Gojou has never been here before! And of course “the tip” makes him laugh, but that isn’t the point. He makes it to Edgeworth’s room and takes a gander—yeah, this feels like him. Kind of pretentious, but distinguished. Maus is also cute as ever!!!
He’s about to greet him until he sees Notes over there and beelines to the desktop instead. Unfortunately, Gojou is a nosy, curious creature.
[maus wags his tail in greeting because he's a good but sleepy boy. edgeworth, meanwhile, glances up from his phone briefly to watch gojou zip through his room and does nothing to stop him. it's difficult to say if he doesn't think the notes are worth hiding or if he doesn't care.
so. sure. gojou can look! they probably don't mean much to him though because they appear to be case notes about a case called State vs. Gramarye and another labeled State vs. Blackquill. the former is about the death of a famous magician and the subsequent presentation of forged evidence from defense attorney phoenix wright, and the second is about the murder of dr. mentis cykes and the guilty verdict of prosecutor simon blackquill. i do not expect you to read the link bc it's long.
anyway there are also...notes...about every single trial this game has had in neat, orderly fashion. along with a few separate notes for miles about observations he's made around the base, and a document tracking his own monster modifications.]
[ Ohhh, interesting. Gojou, at most, glazes at what he can read on the first page of these. Once he’s done, he does head straight to Edgeworth and occupies the other seat. ]
Nice room! I’d ask about the samurai figurine, but let’s go with how you’re feeling now.
[ After vibing in the library for hours. Don’t mind if he starts the game by making the first move, not even asking. ]
[pretty much what he'll get is that miles is meticulous and detailed in everything he does because miles edgeworth is slightly neurotic that way. also, he looks minorly defensive of the steel samurai but lets it go, glancing at the board and following with his own move. please ignore that the pieces are definitely red and blue, and also i am likely going to handwave them playing chess as they're talking because chess is so hard.]
Depends. How much of the truth do you care to hear at the moment? [it's a bemused sort of tone, but also curious.]
Yes, we can. Nothing is stopping us from speaking about anything and we're not going to disappear again. [...] I suppose the answer is "conflicted", erring on the side of "horrible" and a hint of "well-deserved."
[sometimes...you are dramatic, but sometimes you also just have a lot of trauma you stare at before shoving into a nice little monogrammed box.]
Regardless, tomorrow's the final day and I'll have a plan to move forward when I return to where I was.
...[he kind of laughs in a quiet, uncertain way before he looks at the chess board again.]
I don't know if I would call it self-loathing so much as things aren't enough.
[specifically, the things he does never quite feel like enough and so he constantly a.) works to try and stay ahead and continue to change things b.) is unsatisfied with his work because it's not to his standards and c.) talks himself out of things he actually wants under the idea that it isn't important or necessary to what needs to be done.]
But as I've said to some others, you've done well and you have my thanks for your accomplishments today. It only means something better for everyone.
... It's always good to strive for more. That's how you get things done, that's how you get what you want. I've told my students similar! If you're going to die alone, then you need to want for yourself.
[ POWER. He thinks about it as he takes some time to make his next move on the board. ]
I'd like to say! I did not do much, but I can tell you about my day while you were inside the furby. [ Hehe. ] I'd also like to say you did more than enough.
And I'm sure you will be more than enough to change your world.
I'm not one of your students, Satoru. [it's more of an aside than anything, though he also doesn't disagree? if you're going to die alone, they you need to have wants to grab for.] But I understand well enough.
[...he's not sure he wants to hear about the day's events, but also he's heard a few summaries that perhaps it's worth it. doing more than enough is also questionable, but they did bring the dead back so he can agree with that. instead, he pauses in his words.]
...I've come to think this was perhaps a foolish choice to come here for what I originally wanted. I think it could have been achieved on its own, but with the indulgence generated now I'll come up with something else. [he does appreciate the words, but it's a prickly subject now. so instead, he takes the bait.]
What all did I miss while being inside an overgrown furby?
[ HEHEEE. Yeah, bringing the dead back, reverting Avatars to normal? Is a big feat for everyone and yourself, Miles? Gojou just thought that they wouldn't be able to at all. His expectations were pretty low despite what he promised—he thought only the living or the Avatars would win. Team games? Are just not his thing. He snorts. ]
Even if you think it was foolish, there must have been some things you took away from all of this. Positive development!
[ Your Experiences, Miles. The company that you've gained by existing!! ]
Sasazuka, Mineo, Grace, and I went into the mouth! Which was aligned to you. Saw some not nice things then got taken into court. Everyone else pleaded not guilty and got chained for lying in court. It was kind of funny?
I absolutely would have. [don't agree so fast??? nevertheless, he's still of the opinion that they brought the dead back but it was the work of the dead and the living that actually solved stuff and not really their own efforts. it's impressive and he's grateful that the third option presented itself, and that they were able to solidify it, but everything from today sounds exhausting.
as for the experiences...it doesn't hurt to lie just this once.]
There are a few things I've taken that have been interesting to note. I don't mind taking those memories back with me. [and then gojou explains the mouth and miles looks at the back of his own hand when he hears mention of the chains. he would like to know what they saw and experienced but he's also aware it's private and...he will let it lie.]
I suppose this means you weren't chained up and somehow managed to fix things? Consider the thing consumed us, being absorbed into it and translated into parts doesn't surprise me as much as it should.
[ why is edgeworth cr always "i would like this but i will not ask. i will keep quiet until i die more than # times." ]
I was not! I didn't plead anything since I didn't think I need to. When they asked, I just told them I couldn't be tried under the same system as civilians.
You're probably right since it's pulled from your memories and subconscious... Maybe?
[ That's what Gojou thinks considering the manila folder that only Mineo got to see, but blurted out specific things. ]
I still thought I would have gotten something harsher. I think the other crimes were kind of bad since they all had some influence on innocent lives, I don't know those specific details, but for me I've killed a thousand people in .2 seconds as a sacrifice.
...ah. [ah. he can only imagine what that actually entails and for a moment he has a thought of "perhaps my subconscious wasn't paying attention" before he just...lets that go too. please know i've been suffering about miles not saying things because of reasons.]
Unfortunately I'm unsure of why the crimes read weren't as harsh as they should have been. Perhaps it was thematic, or it was a different focus, or the UWU really didn't mind considering its whole goal was murdering for sacrifice anyway.
[ GOJOU SURE HAS SEEN A MURDER SCENE IN THAT ELEVATOR, but he won't touch that yet. He might. And go ahead and wonder about why Gojou escaped from furby Space Law. ]
They might have been harsh since the other three reacted? I noticed some small body language changes in the three, but...
[ SHRUGS. gojou satoru: sometimes becoming a terrorist just happens naturally but that's the world and people failing you ]
Patchface transfigured them and we don't have a way to revert them back. I'm not going to argue that they weren't people at that point, either. They were people.
[ ... ]
If I could have saved them, I would have... But I can't afford to feel guilty.
[it's fine. sometimes furbies are also just assholes and sometimes you witness a few murders. as you do.]
Maybe. Perhaps. I'm sure there are ways to tell when a person lies and body language is one of them. Tone as well. But they shouldn't be the only things people rely on.
[...it doesn't take a genius to figure out what that actually means and the look on his face says enough. yikes. wow. bad.]
...guilt is just as dangerous as any other strong emotion. [he's not sure what he would have done, but also he would never find himself in that situation because he's very much normal and not a sorcerer.] In a way, I suppose...perhaps that was similar to saving them.
[it's a hard concept but he's thinking about it anyway.] I wonder if the court of consciousness was looking for any sort of guilt to pull from and that's why you were bypassed.
[ yeah, gojou doesn't think... he's in the position to list out the other three's crimes because oof. If he thought in muggle terms, those things are awful? Yeah.
he just nods! cause yeah, edgeworth's frown is correct response. ]
Maybe, but they pardoned me entirely and it's not like I made any plea... But I'll take it! Made it easier for me to help everyone, but unfortunately I had to use the gun on the chains.
[ ................................ ]
Quite frankly, I don't know why we brought Sasazuka with us. He might have been better going to another body part.
[he nods along to show he understands, but he also suddenly looks horrified hearing the word "gun" in the same sentence as sasazuka. ohhh bad. bad, bad, bad. but he's taking that information and spinning it in his head for a moment.]
Because you brought Grace and Enomoto. Asking Sasazuka to go anywhere else would have been impossible, and Grace...[...] If there was any indication it was aligned with myself I don't doubt Grace would have gone ahead and taken them with her.
[ Gojou smiles wryly as they both think about Sasazuka and guns. ]
I guess it's not like we knew it was going to be that way. I only guessed because... Of how things with the furby usually go. You know, with those trips.
[ But what's done is done. ]
Did you want to know what we saw? [ As a hint: ] That gun I used wasn't Mineo's.
I did tell all of you to compare notes and think on those adventures. [what's done is done. and the thing is he doesn't actually need the hint even if he keeps his expression very neutral.]
[ Nodding. This time it is trauma courtroom and of course Miles has it right. He doesn't think he needs to talk about the blood on the floor, the child-sized handprint, and the broken window. ]
We were stuck and had to somehow get out before we ran out of air, so we pried the doors open. There was a scream, but no one was there.
[ Looks like they're coming to the end of this round of chess? Only a couple of moves now. ]
Then it was just the court stuff... And a scream again when we fell into the void.
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He’s about to greet him until he sees Notes over there and beelines to the desktop instead. Unfortunately, Gojou is a nosy, curious creature.
Goodbye. ]
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so. sure. gojou can look! they probably don't mean much to him though because they appear to be case notes about a case called State vs. Gramarye and another labeled State vs. Blackquill. the former is about the death of a famous magician and the subsequent presentation of forged evidence from defense attorney phoenix wright, and the second is about the murder of dr. mentis cykes and the guilty verdict of prosecutor simon blackquill. i do not expect you to read the link bc it's long.
anyway there are also...notes...about every single trial this game has had in neat, orderly fashion. along with a few separate notes for miles about observations he's made around the base, and a document tracking his own monster modifications.]
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Nice room! I’d ask about the samurai figurine, but let’s go with how you’re feeling now.
[ After vibing in the library for hours. Don’t mind if he starts the game by making the first move, not even asking. ]
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Depends. How much of the truth do you care to hear at the moment? [it's a bemused sort of tone, but also curious.]
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Bless handwave chess. Takes out my coin flip generator to chooses who wins later. ]
I’m not asking for my peace of mind, but for your sake. You can figure that out yourself.
[ the answer is TRUTH. ]
You can speak more honestly now, right? Now you’re not turning into a monster... Attached to the furby... Getting wrung dry every Thursday.
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Yes, we can. Nothing is stopping us from speaking about anything and we're not going to disappear again. [...] I suppose the answer is "conflicted", erring on the side of "horrible" and a hint of "well-deserved."
[sometimes...you are dramatic, but sometimes you also just have a lot of trauma you stare at before shoving into a nice little monogrammed box.]
Regardless, tomorrow's the final day and I'll have a plan to move forward when I return to where I was.
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... How much self-loathing do you have, Miles?
[ cause what. WHERE IS... RELIEVED! ]
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I don't know if I would call it self-loathing so much as things aren't enough.
[specifically, the things he does never quite feel like enough and so he constantly a.) works to try and stay ahead and continue to change things b.) is unsatisfied with his work because it's not to his standards and c.) talks himself out of things he actually wants under the idea that it isn't important or necessary to what needs to be done.]
But as I've said to some others, you've done well and you have my thanks for your accomplishments today. It only means something better for everyone.
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[ POWER. He thinks about it as he takes some time to make his next move on the board. ]
I'd like to say! I did not do much, but I can tell you about my day while you were inside the furby. [ Hehe. ] I'd also like to say you did more than enough.
And I'm sure you will be more than enough to change your world.
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[...he's not sure he wants to hear about the day's events, but also he's heard a few summaries that perhaps it's worth it. doing more than enough is also questionable, but they did bring the dead back so he can agree with that. instead, he pauses in his words.]
...I've come to think this was perhaps a foolish choice to come here for what I originally wanted. I think it could have been achieved on its own, but with the indulgence generated now I'll come up with something else. [he does appreciate the words, but it's a prickly subject now. so instead, he takes the bait.]
What all did I miss while being inside an overgrown furby?
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[ HEHEEE. Yeah, bringing the dead back, reverting Avatars to normal? Is a big feat for everyone and yourself, Miles? Gojou just thought that they wouldn't be able to at all. His expectations were pretty low despite what he promised—he thought only the living or the Avatars would win. Team games? Are just not his thing. He snorts. ]
Even if you think it was foolish, there must have been some things you took away from all of this. Positive development!
[ Your Experiences, Miles. The company that you've gained by existing!! ]
Sasazuka, Mineo, Grace, and I went into the mouth! Which was aligned to you. Saw some not nice things then got taken into court. Everyone else pleaded not guilty and got chained for lying in court. It was kind of funny?
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as for the experiences...it doesn't hurt to lie just this once.]
There are a few things I've taken that have been interesting to note. I don't mind taking those memories back with me. [and then gojou explains the mouth and miles looks at the back of his own hand when he hears mention of the chains. he would like to know what they saw and experienced but he's also aware it's private and...he will let it lie.]
I suppose this means you weren't chained up and somehow managed to fix things? Consider the thing consumed us, being absorbed into it and translated into parts doesn't surprise me as much as it should.
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[ why is edgeworth cr always "i would like this but i will not ask. i will keep quiet until i die more than # times." ]
I was not! I didn't plead anything since I didn't think I need to. When they asked, I just told them I couldn't be tried under the same system as civilians.
[ ... ]
For some reason, it worked.
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It likely worked because it was the truth. It's the only thing I can think of that actually makes sense.
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You're probably right since it's pulled from your memories and subconscious... Maybe?
[ That's what Gojou thinks considering the manila folder that only Mineo got to see, but blurted out specific things. ]
I still thought I would have gotten something harsher. I think the other crimes were kind of bad since they all had some influence on innocent lives, I don't know those specific details, but for me I've killed a thousand people in .2 seconds as a sacrifice.
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...ah. [ah. he can only imagine what that actually entails and for a moment he has a thought of "perhaps my subconscious wasn't paying attention" before he just...lets that go too. please know i've been suffering about miles not saying things because of reasons.]
Unfortunately I'm unsure of why the crimes read weren't as harsh as they should have been. Perhaps it was thematic, or it was a different focus, or the UWU really didn't mind considering its whole goal was murdering for sacrifice anyway.
Do you feel guilty about that at all?
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They might have been harsh since the other three reacted? I noticed some small body language changes in the three, but...
[ SHRUGS. gojou satoru: sometimes becoming a terrorist just happens naturally but that's the world and people failing you ]
Patchface transfigured them and we don't have a way to revert them back. I'm not going to argue that they weren't people at that point, either. They were people.
[ ... ]
If I could have saved them, I would have... But I can't afford to feel guilty.
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Maybe. Perhaps. I'm sure there are ways to tell when a person lies and body language is one of them. Tone as well. But they shouldn't be the only things people rely on.
[...it doesn't take a genius to figure out what that actually means and the look on his face says enough. yikes. wow. bad.]
...guilt is just as dangerous as any other strong emotion. [he's not sure what he would have done, but also he would never find himself in that situation because he's very much normal and not a sorcerer.] In a way, I suppose...perhaps that was similar to saving them.
[it's a hard concept but he's thinking about it anyway.] I wonder if the court of consciousness was looking for any sort of guilt to pull from and that's why you were bypassed.
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he just nods! cause yeah, edgeworth's frown is correct response. ]
Maybe, but they pardoned me entirely and it's not like I made any plea... But I'll take it! Made it easier for me to help everyone, but unfortunately I had to use the gun on the chains.
[ ................................ ]
Quite frankly, I don't know why we brought Sasazuka with us. He might have been better going to another body part.
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Because you brought Grace and Enomoto. Asking Sasazuka to go anywhere else would have been impossible, and Grace...[...] If there was any indication it was aligned with myself I don't doubt Grace would have gone ahead and taken them with her.
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I guess it's not like we knew it was going to be that way. I only guessed because... Of how things with the furby usually go. You know, with those trips.
[ But what's done is done. ]
Did you want to know what we saw? [ As a hint: ] That gun I used wasn't Mineo's.
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I did tell all of you to compare notes and think on those adventures. [what's done is done. and the thing is he doesn't actually need the hint even if he keeps his expression very neutral.]
Were you on a boat, or in an elevator?
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He just keeps smiling. ]
Hey, I shared what happened in those adventures. Even called it trauma hotel?
[ TRAUMA? TRAUMA!! ]
Elevator.
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In the dark, stalled, suspended? Doors locked? [still as factual as possible, but he's all too aware of where this is going.]
So what happened then?
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We were stuck and had to somehow get out before we ran out of air, so we pried the doors open. There was a scream, but no one was there.
[ Looks like they're coming to the end of this round of chess? Only a couple of moves now. ]
Then it was just the court stuff... And a scream again when we fell into the void.
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