[the way i had to search my inbox because i don't even remember anything i write. but greed is half amused and half embarrassed which means he's still crouched by the dolphin pool and just sputtering a little.]
[ I'M SORRRY... Gojou continues to impersonate, but something he has read recently instead. He even tries to mimic the emotions—mild amusement, curiosity... Vague fondness. ]
[never mind tomorrow there will be an execution after all and it's going to be greed's. he's half-tempted to splash some of the dolphin's water at gojou to get him to stop talking but simultaneously it's hard to pretend to be completely annoyed. he's like 70% annoyed because wow, rude.]
Considering today, I highly doubt anyone will care about the old cases. It's as you've said. Their focus will now shift to the monster they can identify.
... Then the dead will be a prize? Is that what it is? As if nothing that has happened truly mattered.
[ And now he’s wondering if he should care so much about current attitudes. He has played the role of the bystander—he has chosen inaction many times.
Maybe it shouldn’t matter? There’s confusion. ]
You'd have to ask them. The dead are gone, as you know. We've never guaranteed they can come back, though we can't say it's entirely impossible either. We've never seen the wish mechanic actually work. So to completely discount that seems foolish, but it's equally foolish to put all of your hope into it.
In a sense...to help them, sure, figuring out what to do about this thing is a priority. But the dead shouldn't be an afterthought either. It becomes complicated given their relationship with it.
Some people I like enough, whether I trust them fully or not. It's personal bias and I won't lie about that.
[ He shrugs. ]
I could spin that killing them all would make my bundle safer since I'm sure all their hands are dirty in some way... But logically there wouldn't be meaning in so many deaths. It doesn't guarantee safety at all. Indulgence points for my wish isn't a good incentive, either.
In a game like this, it would be far more surprising if all of you didn't have biases. It isn't as though we don't have some biases ourselves.
[thoughtful, though.] You're correct about both of those things. It would hardly be beneficial and in the end it still wouldn't be enough. But simultaneously...[...he doesn't quite know what to say, actually, so he just lets it lie after that.]
I thought that was obvious. [a wry sort of statement, but it's also the truth and he does nothing to hide that.]
I've begun to realize that my personal opinions really don't hold enough weight here like they normally would. [which is annoying.] People will do what they wish to do on the basis of acting now and apologizing later. And I believe Pride may have said it best...the idea that people have morals only until they don't. Several of you seem to have an idea of what justice is, what the truth is, and how it's important...but only when it fits the narrative you want to tell.
I don't necessarily care if people disagree with me. But blatant hypocrisy is a very interesting look.
Yeah, that's the reason why all of this annoys me so much. I'll get over it because this is just a blip in my life, but... Still irritating. It's not the first time everyone swerved.
[ Gojou thinks about this deeply and the complicated emotions return. It's annoying, frustrating, and he would definitely prefer if everyone admitted they only cared about themselves. That's fine... Yes.
[there's another flurry of messy, complicated feelings of his own. it's harder to decipher his because he doesn't linger long enough, or maybe he has more feelings about this than he wants to bother with, but eventually it settles to something quiet.]
I suppose it is. [he's not entirely sure he agrees, but it's like he said. he doesn't care if people have other opinions.] We'll have to wait and see.
no subject
Alright, alright. Enough of that. [:|]
no subject
I continue to be curious about you.
no subject
That hasn't changed, you realize.
no subject
I know. [ He stops and his demeanor has returned to normal. ] Thanks for the not-hint!
no subject
It's the least I could do. [truthfully he's not sure which not-hint gojou means but his answer remains the same.]
no subject
... or they can throw a dart. Almost a 1/3 chance is pretty high?
[ He laughs and the dolphin also laughs this time. ]
no subject
[which is troublesome, but he doesn't say that.]
no subject
[ And now he’s wondering if he should care so much about current attitudes. He has played the role of the bystander—he has chosen inaction many times.
Maybe it shouldn’t matter? There’s confusion. ]
no subject
You'd have to ask them. The dead are gone, as you know. We've never guaranteed they can come back, though we can't say it's entirely impossible either. We've never seen the wish mechanic actually work. So to completely discount that seems foolish, but it's equally foolish to put all of your hope into it.
In a sense...to help them, sure, figuring out what to do about this thing is a priority. But the dead shouldn't be an afterthought either. It becomes complicated given their relationship with it.
no subject
[ In full confidence, Gojou understands the chances are nebulous, but it doesn’t deter him. ]
But these people... [ He doesn’t care for most of them. Dark emotions rise, peak, but is snuffed just as quickly. ] Eh, whatever.
no subject
You disagree with their methods?
no subject
[ Gojou is well aware his choice in inaction is the same as condoning, but he can say if things are distasteful or not? ]
But, yeah, not really impressed with what I’ve seen.
no subject
Your thoughts? [for as often as gojou wants greed to explode and vent, it's the same in reverse especially now knowing there's definitely more there.]
no subject
I’m worried if I dwell in it too much I might entertain killing almost everyone.
[ Yeah. There’s some concern over that. ]
no subject
Almost everyone. [odd.] And thus the reason you don't dwell at all, or even give much attention to it. Understandably so.
Though I have to wonder if that will be enough going forward. [he doesn't have an opinion either way, but it's more curiosity.]
no subject
[ He shrugs. ]
I could spin that killing them all would make my bundle safer since I'm sure all their hands are dirty in some way... But logically there wouldn't be meaning in so many deaths. It doesn't guarantee safety at all. Indulgence points for my wish isn't a good incentive, either.
no subject
[thoughtful, though.] You're correct about both of those things. It would hardly be beneficial and in the end it still wouldn't be enough. But simultaneously...[...he doesn't quite know what to say, actually, so he just lets it lie after that.]
It's difficult to say what the right answer is.
no subject
[ BEAMS!! Though no pressure. Now he tilts his head. ]
You can say whatever you want to say if you have personal opinions on it.
no subject
I've begun to realize that my personal opinions really don't hold enough weight here like they normally would. [which is annoying.] People will do what they wish to do on the basis of acting now and apologizing later. And I believe Pride may have said it best...the idea that people have morals only until they don't. Several of you seem to have an idea of what justice is, what the truth is, and how it's important...but only when it fits the narrative you want to tell.
I don't necessarily care if people disagree with me. But blatant hypocrisy is a very interesting look.
no subject
Yeah, that's the reason why all of this annoys me so much. I'll get over it because this is just a blip in my life, but... Still irritating. It's not the first time everyone swerved.
[ Grumbles. ]
no subject
It also likely won't be the last. So what then?
1/2
He always hated self-righteousness. ]
no subject
Not my problem! I guess I can complain a little, but it is what it is.
no subject
I suppose it is. [he's not entirely sure he agrees, but it's like he said. he doesn't care if people have other opinions.] We'll have to wait and see.
no subject
[ He walks over and sits next to Greed. Dolphin greets! Still head empty. ]
I can vent a bit if you want to listen?
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)