[when harrow enters the library and eventually makes her way to the aforementioned table, she will find greed sitting at the desk with their pomeranian also lounging on the desktop. the dog seems occupied with some sort of toy and greed is...filling out paperwork like a nerd.
except they seem to be somewhat relaxed, and when they look up their tone is light.]
Good evening, Miss Nonagesimus. Have a seat.
[there's a chair for her. and also a cup of tea if she'd like it.]
[She will take a seat in the chair, and will take the cup of tea, too. She seems a little less light and relaxed, honestly. She definitely didn't waltz in her with a confident, caught red handed joke telling attitude.]
Good evening.
[What paperwork can he even be doing. Harrow just takes it for granted there's some kind of Avatar paperwork but I, Siz, am like. Buddy.]
[which is fine. they would be more alarmed if she had. also it's definitely just write-ups about the case and the trial because even if they weren't in attendance they were taking notes for their own records.]
[Bless Greed for letting her just walk in here and not really say anything, just answer questions.
She feels a little unsettled because - well, the last time they spoke they fought, and he dismissed her. And she at once feels that she was entirely in the wrong for that conversation, but is also very bad at letting go of slights.]
It is better to have answers than none. If we had resolved what had happened to Omi more definitively, that would have been preferable.
[Because she does think Douman is the most likely culprit, but she also recognizes she's blamed Douman for every fuckin' unsolved murder.]
[luckily for her it's not like harrow's the first person to argue with them and say things they disagree with. and maybe years before they would have stubbornly held on to the idea of being "right", but now they can at least view things a bit more rationally.
this is why they take a sip from their cup of tea before shaking their head.]
You shouldn't. Your plan showed an excellent amount of foresight that led you to pinning a culprit. However...I can understand feeling as though it still wasn't enough considering there was a culprit in the first place.
[you can catch a killer just fine, but it's still frustrating to have killers at all.]
I don't know whether we could have avoided there being a culprit. I don't know that that's within my power to prevent.
[Like. Maybe? But not when they don't even really understand the reasons behind so many of these murders.]
I think we caught a man who very much wanted to die, and committed an act of desperation. It would be. . . so much simpler, to decide that eliminating one particular threat will resolve all of it.
...not entirely, no. That would require changing the will of the people here and that won't happen anytime in the near future.
[yup. it comes back to the motives again.]
This is the trouble with acts of desperation. [and part of why they had argued with her in the first place.] But if it truly were that simple to understand people, we wouldn't be lost in understanding why these things happen in the first place.
I've no doubt that he acted desperately. Though I do believe there were other things driving him forward as well.
I still can't say I understand better than I did yesterday. I understand Law's motives all too well. [She's willing, at this point, to just acknowledge it openly.] I hate the feeling that there's nothing to do but react, enough to invent a course of action that would feel proactive even if it accomplished nothing.
Is there more to it than that? I believe you if you say so.
I wish there were another course of action. But so long as people continue to act, the only thing left to do is react unless you choose to act yourself like Law has.
A question for you. Do you believe there's a bigger picture to these murders? Or are they simply individuals acting on their own?
It's clear Law did not help do anything but bring about his own death. Right or wrong, we probably would have voted Douman today if he hadn't been murdered.
[So. There's that. Sigh. She pauses to consider his question]
Difficult to say. The two we've found both appeared to be acting entirely on their own. But perhaps that's only why it was easier to identify them. Of the group left alive, I can't really imagine who would decide to kill Kaz, or Luca, or Omi just to winnow the population.
You likely would have. [he can agree with that given the pattern that's occurred already.]
I know several of you don't think that the motive is important, but it's now more important than ever. People won't be killing just for fun going forward. The deaths will have more of a means to an end.
I haven't failed to listen to a word you've said, you know. You've been telling us to examine the motives since the first week.
[She's been telling everyone who will listen, because she doubts he keeps bringing it up just to hear himself talk. Greed likes to act stern even though he's the biggest hint giver. Hurry let's go check the circus!]
I understand that when you say so, you're attempting to elucidate something, and I wish I could say I knew what that was.
[Hmm.]
Let's try this. When you ask me the hypothetical of whether there is a bigger picture, it suggests to me that there is one. And it would fit with my thinking - that it isn't enough of an explanation, to say that some of us are just killing for fun and others want their wish badly enough to become ruthless with very little prompting. Not this many weeks in, with this many dead. So there is another reason, one that we have not discovered yet because we have not yet caught anyone who killed for that reason.
I know you haven't. You more than most people have taken me seriously.
Believe me when I say that it frustrates me more than it frustrates you. But all things considered...you're picking up on things and reading between the lines rather well.
[but they ponder this.] It's an interesting theory, isn't it? So far the killers you have caught have been doing this for their own reasons, but can it be said that the others would have agreed? What bigger picture could there possibly be?
[they pause then.] Have you been visiting those being jailed each week?
Even if your client is innocent, you will always benefit from speaking to them more often than not. [not that participants are clients.]
Even if they weren't involved, that doesn't mean they can't provide valuable information about other happenings that have occurred you may not be aware of.
Hmm. And what do you think I'll accomplish by doing this? That is to say - there is obviously more to what's happening here than just these murders and these trials. Finding another motivation - is this going to be helpful in us understanding that?
[you're the only one to understand my aa references now]
I believe so. By gathering information and comparing your notes with others, you're likely to see the bigger picture rather than a close-up of the problem.
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except they seem to be somewhat relaxed, and when they look up their tone is light.]
Good evening, Miss Nonagesimus. Have a seat.
[there's a chair for her. and also a cup of tea if she'd like it.]
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Good evening.
[What paperwork can he even be doing. Harrow just takes it for granted there's some kind of Avatar paperwork but I, Siz, am like. Buddy.]
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...how do you feel about today's performance?
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She feels a little unsettled because - well, the last time they spoke they fought, and he dismissed her. And she at once feels that she was entirely in the wrong for that conversation, but is also very bad at letting go of slights.]
It is better to have answers than none. If we had resolved what had happened to Omi more definitively, that would have been preferable.
[Because she does think Douman is the most likely culprit, but she also recognizes she's blamed Douman for every fuckin' unsolved murder.]
But I still find myself unsettled.
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this is why they take a sip from their cup of tea before shaking their head.]
You shouldn't. Your plan showed an excellent amount of foresight that led you to pinning a culprit. However...I can understand feeling as though it still wasn't enough considering there was a culprit in the first place.
[you can catch a killer just fine, but it's still frustrating to have killers at all.]
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[Like. Maybe? But not when they don't even really understand the reasons behind so many of these murders.]
I think we caught a man who very much wanted to die, and committed an act of desperation. It would be. . . so much simpler, to decide that eliminating one particular threat will resolve all of it.
[Which she knows all too well.]
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[yup. it comes back to the motives again.]
This is the trouble with acts of desperation. [and part of why they had argued with her in the first place.] But if it truly were that simple to understand people, we wouldn't be lost in understanding why these things happen in the first place.
I've no doubt that he acted desperately. Though I do believe there were other things driving him forward as well.
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Is there more to it than that? I believe you if you say so.
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I wish there were another course of action. But so long as people continue to act, the only thing left to do is react unless you choose to act yourself like Law has.
A question for you. Do you believe there's a bigger picture to these murders? Or are they simply individuals acting on their own?
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[So. There's that. Sigh. She pauses to consider his question]
Difficult to say. The two we've found both appeared to be acting entirely on their own. But perhaps that's only why it was easier to identify them. Of the group left alive, I can't really imagine who would decide to kill Kaz, or Luca, or Omi just to winnow the population.
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I know several of you don't think that the motive is important, but it's now more important than ever. People won't be killing just for fun going forward. The deaths will have more of a means to an end.
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[She's been telling everyone who will listen, because she doubts he keeps bringing it up just to hear himself talk. Greed likes to act stern even though he's the biggest hint giver. Hurry let's go check the circus!]
I understand that when you say so, you're attempting to elucidate something, and I wish I could say I knew what that was.
[Hmm.]
Let's try this. When you ask me the hypothetical of whether there is a bigger picture, it suggests to me that there is one. And it would fit with my thinking - that it isn't enough of an explanation, to say that some of us are just killing for fun and others want their wish badly enough to become ruthless with very little prompting. Not this many weeks in, with this many dead. So there is another reason, one that we have not discovered yet because we have not yet caught anyone who killed for that reason.
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Believe me when I say that it frustrates me more than it frustrates you. But all things considered...you're picking up on things and reading between the lines rather well.
[but they ponder this.] It's an interesting theory, isn't it? So far the killers you have caught have been doing this for their own reasons, but can it be said that the others would have agreed? What bigger picture could there possibly be?
[they pause then.] Have you been visiting those being jailed each week?
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[She visited Beau, and Law, but she hasn't been since because everybody else they voted for sucked to talk to.]
I suppose I assumed there was little value in it, considering none of them were actually guilty of the crime we voted for them over.
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Even if they weren't involved, that doesn't mean they can't provide valuable information about other happenings that have occurred you may not be aware of.
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[Hmm.]
From your pointed suggestion, I gather either Fukuda or HK-47 had such information.
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If anyone still among the living learned anything, I haven't heard of it.
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Hmm. And what do you think I'll accomplish by doing this? That is to say - there is obviously more to what's happening here than just these murders and these trials. Finding another motivation - is this going to be helpful in us understanding that?
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I believe so. By gathering information and comparing your notes with others, you're likely to see the bigger picture rather than a close-up of the problem.
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