[She shouldn't promise that, probably - not if it's as important as that. But what Wrath confessed to her, those doubts, hit home in a way. She wants to honor that trust in her, at least.]
But when the time comes that you feel that you can say more, I expect to hear it from you.
[that makes them laugh a little. they stand up, very deliberately walk across the room, slowly bring their hands up to rest on harrow's shoulders, and lean forward. it's a little weird because of the hood, but they are definitely going to kiss harrow on the forehead! they're trying to really make it obvious that they're going to do it.]
Sure. You'll be the first person I tell. [they say, affectionately, after they lean back.]
[Oh my god. She's being forehead smooched so many times. Does Wrath have femme vibes or masc vibes because that will determine whether she blushes or whether she slaps them. I'm joking. . . or am I? Either way, she doesn't stop them, she's just a little thrown.]
[It just wrecks her a little, because they know all about her and her completely fucked up life, and she can't think of one thing she's ever done that would make someone say something like that. Surely anyone who's seen her story the way they have knows the truth - what a brittle exoskeleton around such an emptiness.
She hunches her shoulders a little, stubborn, because being angry about it is easier than contemplating the idea of being known and accepted.]
Bet you'd be great at the xylophone. [harrow is not going to recognize the bar of spooky scary skeletons that they play on the violin, but they do it regardless.] Wow, sounds pretty uh, Fantasy Catholic of you.
. . . I might like that. It feels a little odd, to not have my necromancy to work on. The logic and technical work of an instrument might suffice to fill the gap.
Despair is rather. . . [How to put it. When the actual answer is that she wants them to like her but instead gets a sense of faint disapproval.] I didn't think I ought to take up their time with frivolous conversation.
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[She shouldn't promise that, probably - not if it's as important as that. But what Wrath confessed to her, those doubts, hit home in a way. She wants to honor that trust in her, at least.]
But when the time comes that you feel that you can say more, I expect to hear it from you.
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Sure. You'll be the first person I tell. [they say, affectionately, after they lean back.]
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Why. . . ? I can't understand you, you know.
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Ha, if I had a gold piece for every time I heard that one. [they let go, gently.] You're a better person than you think.
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She hunches her shoulders a little, stubborn, because being angry about it is easier than contemplating the idea of being known and accepted.]
If you insist on thinking so.
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I do. I can believe it until you believe it yourself.
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May I ask you a favor?
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Might I hear you play?
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Haha, of course you can. Never going to pass up a chance to show off. Any requests? [they reach over for the violin again.]
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their face is hidden, but they are very clearly in the music. they lose themselves to it, all the way through.]
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... It's good to know I'm not super out of practice. [they say, glancing over at harrow.]
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Aw, thanks. Sweet of you. [they hold the violin very gently, almost like cradling a baby.]
Do you play anything?
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[A wry smile at that? Does that even count as a joke?]
We don't go in much for the arts on the Ninth, I'm afraid. The closest we come are the cloister bells and the hymnals of the black anchorites.
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Bet you'd be great at the xylophone. [harrow is not going to recognize the bar of spooky scary skeletons that they play on the violin, but they do it regardless.] Wow, sounds pretty uh, Fantasy Catholic of you.
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[What an odd thing to say.]
Well, we are a religious order.
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I'm glad you're getting to experience a little bit of culture otherwise then! Maybe I can teach you to play something sometime.
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For sure! For sure. If you want lessons, I'm you Avatar. [...] Maybe I can wrangle Despair into helping out, too, sometime?
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[I saw that thread. I just don't know that Harrow did.]
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