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🔫👽 ([personal profile] probe) wrote2021-03-01 02:16 pm
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[personal profile] commedia 2021-03-04 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[The shriek that Douman lets out is a piercing one, like the wail of a beast with its heart being ripped out by a hunter. Omi...Omi had attacked him, Omi had...]

[The world is plunged into darkness in an instant. Darkness is familiar. A close friend. But the words that come from Gojou disturb that comfort, like invaders bearing bloody swords, ready to slice them into pieces. Douman shakes, and lets out a loud wail, and this time, it isn't the wail of a beast, of a man-eater, of a monster.]

[Its just the miserable cry of a very miserable man.]


No...no no no no no no no no...no...

[They don't know where anything is. They don't know where Omi is. Everything hurts. Everything hurts. Why does it hurt? They shouldn't care. No, its more the gall of Gojou, the gall that this man has some power over Omi they don't...and...]

How could you...take him from me?! To spite me, is that it?! Because I can't have anything to myself, is that it??!!! I curse you!!! I CURSE YOU WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING!!!

[Douman, still holding the knife, lashes out, stabbing, whether its Omi, whether its Gojou, they don't care. To live is to hurt others. That's the reality of Ashiya Douman.]

[And deep down, a voice seems to cry. Why...is their life filled with failures? Why, not once, why not a single time, can they succeed...?]

[Instead of Gojou, in the mind's eye, stands a brilliant figure, mischievous, smiling, warm, smart, wonderful, beautiful, loved by so many, loved by...loved by...hated by...hated by Douman immensely, being the symbol of everything they lost, everything they were pitied for.]

[Ashiya Douman sees Abe no Seimei laughing at him.]

[You can't become a Beast of Humanity because you don't understand love.]

[Tears of blood streak down their face.]