bonetiddies: (💀that's why they're)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-08 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I see. So the thing I agreed to come here for - I could change what I'm asking for?
bonetiddies: (💀but bags of bones)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-08 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
So I oughtn't worry about a catch, or a pyrrhic victory. I will gain the means to bring it about myself - provided I reach far enough.
bonetiddies: (💀it was also the night that)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-08 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
And what does it mean, to reach far enough? If I indulge in despair, will that be sufficient? Or is more expected of me?
bonetiddies: (💀to get their bones from you)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-08 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
. . . Ah.

[Her expression goes a little stony.]

I didn't realize we were all drawing from a collective pool. Then we are competing against one another after all?
bonetiddies: (💀spooky scary skeletons)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-09 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
If there isn't enough to go around, what's to prevent us from continuing to indulge until there's enough? Is there a time limit?
bonetiddies: (that live outside)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-09 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose not. But if we begin killing one another, I will likely be in grave danger.

As I'm sure you're aware, I'm not well. I see things that aren't there. I'm frail, physically. I'm recovering from a brain injury. I can't hide these things, not entirely. What am I to do?
bonetiddies: (you'll shake and shudder)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-09 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you.

[She looks a little relieved.]

That is very fair. But if you expect me to help kill the others, I'm not - I don't think I'll be able to do that. I carry too many ghosts with me already.
bonetiddies: (cause spooky scary skeletons)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-09 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I'll have to follow a more difficult path, I'm afraid. Though perhaps the problem will solve itself. If any of the others think to remove me to make their task easier, I won't hesitate to defend my prize.
bonetiddies: (💀spooky scary skeletons)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-10 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Truly? Wouldn't giving up rather be an aspect of despair?

[Giving into despair, being willing to die. . . it feels like the antithesis of what drives her to keep trying.]
bonetiddies: (💀spooky scary skeletons)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-11 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I suppose not. Though in my case, I have no idea of the reasons. Perhaps it isn't worth it after all.

[She doesn't really believe that. There are so many things she could fight for, but this thing, the thing she isn't allowed to think about or remember, has to be the most important of all. Or else, why all the trouble over it?]

. . . Ah. Do you know what the room full of pods is meant to be?
bonetiddies: (💀all they want is)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-11 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't fully understand the comment about her bad brains, it's probably fine, right? Haha.]

Experimental Holding? What's the experiment?
bonetiddies: (💀it all fell apart)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-12 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
You're making bodies, including one that looks like us, but when I tried to get into the holding, it vanished. I want to know why, for what purpose. I prefer my likeness not be used in this way.