bonetiddies: (πŸ’€to get their bones from you)

[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-26 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Please don't lump her in with the people who decided Kaz was a Toblerone?

At first, she only cared because, well. Look at her. Without necromancy, with a progressively worsening brain condition, she was an obvious choice of victim. She wanted to find the person responsible for the murders and make a brutal example of them, to make clear to any other potential vultures that she was not easy prey.

And then someone who had been kind to her was hurt. And Harrow - has never known how to offer comfort or words of consolation. All she knows how to do is act. Some small part of her believed she could repair grief by delivering answers. Beyond that, why should she care? She's never felt her objections to murder were moral ones, merely - she is already two hundred dead children, two hundred and one ghosts bundled in one girl. She is a walking crime scene, and she is so, so tired. She isn't sure she'll be able to shoulder any more pain, but if pragmatism demanded it, perhaps she would have no choice.

Her conversations with other Avatars, other than him, had led her in various ways to believe pragmatism would demand it eventually.

She's thinking about something someone said to her recently. If you feel conflicted about something, that just means you had more than one important thing in your life, right?

If she wants to see the end of this without adding more debts to her tab, if she wants to get what she wants while continuing to protect the ones she cares about, without cutting herself into even more pieces, why shouldn't she?

It really does make sense to her, why he was assigned to this particular sin. He has encouraged her to become greedy.]


I do wish to find answers, so please continue to hold them. I see their use, so long as we - make better use of the time given.
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[personal profile] bonetiddies 2021-02-28 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Me knowing all this, meanwhile Harrow throwing a fit because Sasazuka got a special item from him and she didn't.]

Redirect more quickly from theories that don't go anywhere. [Toberlones.] Make more efficient use of time. It is as you say - our primary constraint is time.