It's not just that. I - appreciate your guidance. ...and I'll admit, it's working out well enough as it is right now. Indulging in gluttony comes fairly easily to me.
[she doesn't know the concept of self-control]
...but I am who I am. I want to be able to help people, and I think he needs me more than you do right now. You must have known that before you chose me.
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Also, you're kind of terrifying, you know?
[see: MONDAY
shit does it count as confessing feelings if she's sincerely scared of them and telling them so]
[again, they regard shi qingxuan for a long moment, and then the smile in the shadows of the hood smiles widely.]
I did wonder if you would waste your time here trying desperately to help everyone else rather than yourself. What are you going to do if it turns out there is no difference what sin you are aligned to at all?
But if you think you can be envious enough to get what you came here for... then be my guest.
...if it turns out there's no difference, then I'll deal with it when it happens. But I'll never know if I would be able to make it work if I don't try.
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But I... do think I can be. [maybe. possibly. we'll see.] ...thank you for your permission, and for your advice, Gluttony.
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Nothing is more satisfying than having the most of what I can when someone else does not.
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yikes]
...I suppose I shouldn't be surprised, but that's a little...
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Are you?
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[she doesn't know the concept of self-control]
...but I am who I am. I want to be able to help people, and I think he needs me more than you do right now. You must have known that before you chose me.
[...]
Also, you're kind of terrifying, you know?
[see: MONDAY
shit does it count as confessing feelings if she's sincerely scared of them and telling them so]
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[again, they regard shi qingxuan for a long moment, and then the smile in the shadows of the hood smiles widely.]
I did wonder if you would waste your time here trying desperately to help everyone else rather than yourself. What are you going to do if it turns out there is no difference what sin you are aligned to at all?
But if you think you can be envious enough to get what you came here for... then be my guest.
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...if it turns out there's no difference, then I'll deal with it when it happens. But I'll never know if I would be able to make it work if I don't try.
[...]
But I... do think I can be. [maybe. possibly. we'll see.] ...thank you for your permission, and for your advice, Gluttony.
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Good luck, Miss Shi Qingxuan.
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Thank you.
[she'll just... go... now...
inb4 she doesn't do a single gluttony indulgence next week and just dies for not doing her main one]