I'm tired of...seeing when people are loved, and easily forgiven for their deeds. I know that sounds terrible. But the fact is...I was never loved. I was always just...second best. An outsider. They would go after me for small things, while those who were liked were treated as if they hadn't done a thing.
[And it had brought jealousy, so much jealousy. Its true - envy really is their sin, to their core.]
All I ever wanted to be was to be treated just like everyone else, and to be lauded for my skills, not spit on for them.
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[A sigh, snuggling closer.]
I'm tired of...seeing when people are loved, and easily forgiven for their deeds. I know that sounds terrible. But the fact is...I was never loved. I was always just...second best. An outsider. They would go after me for small things, while those who were liked were treated as if they hadn't done a thing.
[And it had brought jealousy, so much jealousy. Its true - envy really is their sin, to their core.]
All I ever wanted to be was to be treated just like everyone else, and to be lauded for my skills, not spit on for them.