[not long after that last text, envy shows up at douman's room! assuming it's not locked, he'll just. slide on in and make himself comfortably, coming right to them and curling against them.]
[Douman lifts up their head from where they're sprawled on the bed. However, Envy is already coming over, so with a huff, they turn and wrap their arms around the other, shifting close.]
Probably...a lot drunk. [A light laugh.] I'm just tired.
I'm tired of...seeing when people are loved, and easily forgiven for their deeds. I know that sounds terrible. But the fact is...I was never loved. I was always just...second best. An outsider. They would go after me for small things, while those who were liked were treated as if they hadn't done a thing.
[And it had brought jealousy, so much jealousy. Its true - envy really is their sin, to their core.]
All I ever wanted to be was to be treated just like everyone else, and to be lauded for my skills, not spit on for them.
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-hey. Sure you're doing okay? Not too drunk?
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[Douman lifts up their head from where they're sprawled on the bed. However, Envy is already coming over, so with a huff, they turn and wrap their arms around the other, shifting close.]
Probably...a lot drunk. [A light laugh.] I'm just tired.
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[he wraps his arms around them in turn, with a little sigh.]
Just gonna sleep it off?
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[There's a long pause. They feel warm, but there's an underlying sadness underneath it all.]
...I was just upset over the trial. Reminded me...too much of my own life.
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[A sigh, snuggling closer.]
I'm tired of...seeing when people are loved, and easily forgiven for their deeds. I know that sounds terrible. But the fact is...I was never loved. I was always just...second best. An outsider. They would go after me for small things, while those who were liked were treated as if they hadn't done a thing.
[And it had brought jealousy, so much jealousy. Its true - envy really is their sin, to their core.]
All I ever wanted to be was to be treated just like everyone else, and to be lauded for my skills, not spit on for them.