[ he never, ever takes that pin off, so. there's no rejection from the touch, not the one on his cheek, not the one in his hair, no shoving away, and though there's a line of that ever present tension in his back, maybe fiercer than it has been in a while, gu yun's shoulders slump a little.
after a long moment, he lifts an arm to slide it around her, fingers curling gently in the fabric at her back. ]
The phrase does imply it's a place that can't be found again. [ there's some wryness to that, too, a little darkly at first, but it fades for the second part. ] Flowers that bloom from adversity are the most beautiful ones of all.
[she's careful with the way she moves, only reacting. when he slides an arm around her, she leans into it. his wryness gets her to wilt a little on the inside, but she doesn't say anything about it.]
I like the sentiment. [a weak tease.] But I think I'm more like a fish. Delicate enough that if you stress me out too bad, I die.
You are far too pretty to be a fish. [ a beat ] And besides, fish hate me, so that's out of the question.
[ pours one out for the koi fish
but also creatures just hate gu yun in general. maybe if xiaohei decides to eat gu yun he'll keel over from gu yun's poison blood! that's probably not a good thought to voice out loud, though. it's alright, if lup leans into him; his other arm comes to join the second, and he just holds her, slowly letting some of his rankled emotions settle. ]
[ i fell asleep writing this tag so i guess there really was no vore talk on flurryday
that gets him to laugh, actually?? jesus. it's probably a pride indulgence but it's also just kind of funny. ] Oh, I can assure you, there are plenty of things that hate me. Animals and people alike.
[ the entirety of the northern tribes, for example! the big hat western man! lots of people.
there are still questions he has to ask, but, as her anxiety fades a bit, gu yun stays settled. his emotions are still a swirling storm under all of that more familiar, light hearted cheer, but he seems to be alright in being something steady to lean on, for the moment. ]
[she'll stay there for as long as he lets her, silent, evening out. the swirl of emotion in him makes it that she can't really truly relax very well, but... she tries.
again it's mostly just numbness, and... acceptance? a gritted teeth sort of feeling.]
[ it's relatable, honestly. acceptance is the way to feel, at the moment, because it's all he really has, too. like so many things in life, it just has to happen - the bed's already been made.
there's a long ten minutes of quiet before he manages to push whatever he's feeling out of the way and focus again, closing his eyes and then opening them to turn that emotional tap again. ]
We'll achieve the impossible, somehow. I won't do anything less.
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after a long moment, he lifts an arm to slide it around her, fingers curling gently in the fabric at her back. ]
The phrase does imply it's a place that can't be found again. [ there's some wryness to that, too, a little darkly at first, but it fades for the second part. ] Flowers that bloom from adversity are the most beautiful ones of all.
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I like the sentiment. [a weak tease.] But I think I'm more like a fish. Delicate enough that if you stress me out too bad, I die.
[jokes, jokes.]
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You are far too pretty to be a fish. [ a beat ] And besides, fish hate me, so that's out of the question.
[ pours one out for the koi fish
but also creatures just hate gu yun in general. maybe if xiaohei decides to eat gu yun he'll keel over from gu yun's poison blood! that's probably not a good thought to voice out loud, though. it's alright, if lup leans into him; his other arm comes to join the second, and he just holds her, slowly letting some of his rankled emotions settle. ]
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anyway when he brings his other arm up, she just sinks into him and closes her eyes, resting her head on his shoulder.]
Hard to believe anything could hate you. [does that count as giving him a pride indulgence
she's also slowly settling into something a little more relaxed. that low, thrumming anxiety has eased. mostly she's numb.]
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that gets him to laugh, actually?? jesus. it's probably a pride indulgence but it's also just kind of funny. ] Oh, I can assure you, there are plenty of things that hate me. Animals and people alike.
[ the entirety of the northern tribes, for example! the big hat western man! lots of people.
there are still questions he has to ask, but, as her anxiety fades a bit, gu yun stays settled. his emotions are still a swirling storm under all of that more familiar, light hearted cheer, but he seems to be alright in being something steady to lean on, for the moment. ]
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again it's mostly just numbness, and... acceptance? a gritted teeth sort of feeling.]
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there's a long ten minutes of quiet before he manages to push whatever he's feeling out of the way and focus again, closing his eyes and then opening them to turn that emotional tap again. ]
We'll achieve the impossible, somehow. I won't do anything less.