Don't understand why you'd want to, unless you were after something. [they're a broken record, it's just. they really cannot fathom people trying to talk to them for anything other than for necessity's sake.]
[ it's true! li feng seems to think he'll be a traitor, too... everyone thinks he's so slimy...
anyway. pride. honey.
there's a beat, and then gu yun props his chin in his hand. ]
Do you know something, Pride? Believe it or not, I don't have many friends. [ how's that for real honesty. before they have the chance to say "it's because you have a garbage personality" which is probably true, he carries on - ] There are my men, of course - to them, though, I will always be the Marquis of Order. I have my second in command, who is one of the only people in the world I find completely trustworthy. But beyond that, I don't get to talk to many people for reasons that aren't related to wanting something, just like you said. Maybe in passing, every now and then.
...That is, until I came here. There are many people here who don't give a damn about who I am, Marquis or otherwise, and suddenly, I've an exorbitant amount of free time - something I've never had the luxury of before. Here, if I'd like to talk to someone just for the sake of learning about the places that they're from, then I can do so.
That doesn't mean I've lost sight of what's in front of me, nor of the dangers of this place. It doesn't mean that I've let my guard down, either. I'll do what I have to do for my desire, no matter what that might be.
But, I don't have to trust someone to want to learn from them - if there must be something I'm after, I suppose it's being after nothing at all. [ a huff of a laugh. ] How very indulgent.
[ (smashcut to a double fuck alarm several hours later)
anyway. he smiles, a little further, and chirps - ] I've been told that many times.
[ that you talk too much??? yeah. it's fine. ] Well, then, Pride, my certainly not friend. Acquaintance? [ snrk ] I'm sure you have things to be doing, unless you fancy a cup of tea.
... they're just going to like, leave? they just sink down and trade places with their shadow, and then they're gone. thanks for the double fuck alarm.]
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they're quiet for a moment.]
Don't understand why you'd want to, unless you were after something. [they're a broken record, it's just. they really cannot fathom people trying to talk to them for anything other than for necessity's sake.]
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anyway. pride. honey.
there's a beat, and then gu yun props his chin in his hand. ]
Do you know something, Pride? Believe it or not, I don't have many friends. [ how's that for real honesty. before they have the chance to say "it's because you have a garbage personality" which is probably true, he carries on - ] There are my men, of course - to them, though, I will always be the Marquis of Order. I have my second in command, who is one of the only people in the world I find completely trustworthy. But beyond that, I don't get to talk to many people for reasons that aren't related to wanting something, just like you said. Maybe in passing, every now and then.
...That is, until I came here. There are many people here who don't give a damn about who I am, Marquis or otherwise, and suddenly, I've an exorbitant amount of free time - something I've never had the luxury of before. Here, if I'd like to talk to someone just for the sake of learning about the places that they're from, then I can do so.
That doesn't mean I've lost sight of what's in front of me, nor of the dangers of this place. It doesn't mean that I've let my guard down, either. I'll do what I have to do for my desire, no matter what that might be.
But, I don't have to trust someone to want to learn from them - if there must be something I'm after, I suppose it's being after nothing at all. [ a huff of a laugh. ] How very indulgent.
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You talk too much. [they say, dryly, but. it's not hostile, at least.] Like I said. I'm not here for friends. But fine.
[you're forgiven, probably. for now.]
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anyway. he smiles, a little further, and chirps - ] I've been told that many times.
[ that you talk too much??? yeah. it's fine. ] Well, then, Pride, my certainly not friend. Acquaintance? [ snrk ] I'm sure you have things to be doing, unless you fancy a cup of tea.
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[be nice.
... they're just going to like, leave? they just sink down and trade places with their shadow, and then they're gone. thanks for the double fuck alarm.]