You know... when you're so mad at someone your blood boils? Thought maybe it just put someone into a blind rage or something. Metaphors and stuff.
[he's not smart enough to explain]
Well, it's gone now. You're probably right that I don't really take much offense when it comes to me, Pride-san... but I think I only recently became someone who had anything worth taking offense over.
[ . . . hmmm. well! mineo will pause for a second before nodding.]
... I don't mind. I just don't wanna talk about me too much - I wanna know about you too, you know?
Uh... Well - the reason I'm here is because I don't want to die. Before I came here... there's a case that's really important to me. A friend of mine - a guy who pretty much embodied what the idea of justice was to me - he got killed by a terrorist organization. But I... I wasn't making progress on the case, even after months. I used to solve a lot of cases - I used to be good at my job... but I think I got so -
[ . . . he shrugs.]
So rattled that I just - didn't.
Then... the same criminals who killed him killed me too. [he lets his free hand rest over his sloth tattoo, tracing the lines] .... I wasn't really a guy who was worth much before I got here - just dead weight.
I've been trying to be different here. [somebody worth something] That's all.
... yeah. He made his decision but... it's a little confusing - at least, to me. I don't even know why he came here... but I guess his priorities might've - shifted?
He had a good reason, and he threw it away for the unknown. [pride sound irritated, though it's not at mineo.]
We weren't - close. We weren't friends. But he and I had some things in common, and it is ridiculous to me to think that he'd just throw his life and goals away for something unrealistic.
He told me he figured he'd see Starphase in the afterlife. [they fold their arms.] There is no afterlife. The dead are dead, the past is the past, and the chance to get his desire is gone.
[ . . . . oh. mineo blinks at that before tilting his head]
Yeah? White was told that the souls of the people who die here are at least kept somewhere... And I know that Molly has been trying to get Beauregard-san back...
Not unless you manage to indulge enough to get your desires. And even then I don't know if it'll be enough. I don't know the exact end result. [...] For them, it's over. They're dead.
The rest of you are alive. If I were in your shoes, I would focus on staying alive.
Well - I'm kind of in the in-between. [as someone who died before he arrived, but he's living here.] I guess I was just thinking about it as... well, a back-up plan. Like if something were to happen to me, could someone get me back?
That sort of thing. [a beat] I wouldn't want to make anyone sacrifice their wish for me, though. But... I do like living.
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Ah - I think you're fine the way you are, for the record. Kinda stabby but so is everyone else here.
[he's adapted,,]
But I have a backbone when it matters!
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When does it matter? [... they sound genuinely curious, at least.]
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[(mineo voice) say "justice" one more time]
And I just can't stand hearing people talk badly about others that I care about. That matters too.
[it just seems like his own ego rarely factors into it]
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[they sound slightly amused at this.]
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I'm - sturdy?!
[WHY DOES HE SOUND LESS CONVINCED SUDDENLY]
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[they just give him such a look.]
Sturdy. Yes, that will help when your blood boils.
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There's the medbay... it's fine... I didn't know if it was literal....
I wouldn't have died probably! [SO IT'S ALL GOOD,]
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What do you think boiling blood -- never mind. [sigh.] Sturdy.
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[he's not smart enough to explain]
Well, it's gone now. You're probably right that I don't really take much offense when it comes to me, Pride-san... but I think I only recently became someone who had anything worth taking offense over.
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Only recently?
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... I was a pretty useless guy before I got here. That's all.
[he'll just show the back of his hand - the sloth tattoo. he always felt like it was too fitting, way too apt of a judgment]
But I won't talk about it if it'll just bore you.
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If you don't want to talk about it, don't. [but they don't seem bored, at least.]
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... I don't mind. I just don't wanna talk about me too much - I wanna know about you too, you know?
Uh... Well - the reason I'm here is because I don't want to die. Before I came here... there's a case that's really important to me. A friend of mine - a guy who pretty much embodied what the idea of justice was to me - he got killed by a terrorist organization. But I... I wasn't making progress on the case, even after months. I used to solve a lot of cases - I used to be good at my job... but I think I got so -
[ . . . he shrugs.]
So rattled that I just - didn't.
Then... the same criminals who killed him killed me too. [he lets his free hand rest over his sloth tattoo, tracing the lines] .... I wasn't really a guy who was worth much before I got here - just dead weight.
I've been trying to be different here. [somebody worth something] That's all.
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they hadn't bothered looking anybody up except for the other prides, so they can't help but be a little curious.]
Well. At least you don't want to be dead. [grumble.]
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[in a broader sense - ]
But are you talking about someone here, Pride-san?
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I'm not particularly a fan of Trafalgar Law just giving up. [:T]
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[and mineo frowns a bit at that]
... yeah. He made his decision but... it's a little confusing - at least, to me. I don't even know why he came here... but I guess his priorities might've - shifted?
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We weren't - close. We weren't friends. But he and I had some things in common, and it is ridiculous to me to think that he'd just throw his life and goals away for something unrealistic.
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What was the unrealistic thing? Revenge for Starphase-san?
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Yeah? White was told that the souls of the people who die here are at least kept somewhere... And I know that Molly has been trying to get Beauregard-san back...
Is there really nothing we can do for them?
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Not unless you manage to indulge enough to get your desires. And even then I don't know if it'll be enough. I don't know the exact end result. [...] For them, it's over. They're dead.
The rest of you are alive. If I were in your shoes, I would focus on staying alive.
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That sort of thing. [a beat] I wouldn't want to make anyone sacrifice their wish for me, though. But... I do like living.
[it's why he's here at all, after all]
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I don't know. [which they clearly hate admitting.] I don't know how it'll work. It's hypothetically possible.
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... that's all I wanted to know. Thanks, Pride-san. If you get a better idea later, I'll ask again?
But uh - you know a lot about me know! So can I ask about you and your beloved...?
[embarrassing]
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