sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-18 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I know that but.... can't people just pass away - naturally? Old age? Stuff like that?

Everyone here is young and able - or you know, immortal and able. Why do they have to die? What's even the point?
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-18 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . .

this is such a difficult conversation to have when you are, in fact, a dead man]


... is that possible?

To - un-die?
sengokus: (♟ over someone i'll never meet)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-19 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
.... I don't know. Maybe not yet. [because takeru is still alive] Hopefully not ever.

[ . . . he just runs a hand through his hair]

I mean... I'm trying to un-die right now, technically. But if it were between me and someone who actually has a future....

[ . . . ]

But I still wanna avoid having to make that choice.
sengokus: (♟ going back to the corner;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-02-19 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
... Yeah.

[and he nods]

I came here because I don't wanna die - and maybe you've already heard it before. that I regret how my life went, and the reasons why I died. Because I was too much of a coward, and too lame to look at the truth.

So if I can avoid dying... that's my wish. I can try to solve my case with my own two hands when I'm back - but even having another chance if good enough for me.