maelstroms: sᴋʏᴄᴏʟᴏʀᴇᴅ + ᴍᴇʀᴜ90 ∗ ᴘʟs ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ (020.)

[personal profile] maelstroms 2021-02-11 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He mulls that over for a moment, before there's a dark humored snort. ]

There isn't much seeking that needs to be done, considering the root of my despair is very well what caused me to become a ghost. I suppose in this case, I follow the lingering despair that wasn't quenched with revenge, then.

[ But, another thing: ] Do you Avatars benefit from the indulgences of your representative sins? Gods and ghosts grow stronger the more believers worship and pray to them, leave them offerings, as they accrue merits through their actions. Is it the same for you?
maelstroms: ғᴏʟᴋʟᴏʀᴇ + ᴍᴏᴏʙɪᴇss ∗ ᴀsᴋ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ (012.)

[personal profile] maelstroms 2021-02-12 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ To the complicated feelings left behind by what was less satisfying than he'd hoped it would be, after hundreds of years. Great. Glad the Avatars know enough about them for this to be Fine. ]

No, it wouldn't sway me either way. [ honestly ] It's merely curiosity, in the end, of how our indulgences impact everything. Better to take stock of and understand it all, instead of fumbling in the dark.