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2021-03-15 04:39 am (UTC)
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-yeah. That's exactly it. It's just-- I know I'm not going to be
enough,
not for anyone else here.
[he's still clinging to douman's hand, like he's afraid if he lets go, he won't get it back.]
...I don't want you to end up being tossed away, either, it sucks.
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commedia
2021-03-15 04:42 am (UTC)
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Ha.
[What a thing to say. Douman also doesn't let go, also desperate.]
[The people of Limbo, they lived in longing-]
Nobody has ever said that, about a wretched soul like me.
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2021-03-15 05:16 am (UTC)
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...then I guess you can't say that about yourself anymore, huh?
[that comes with a little squeeze of their hand.]
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2021-03-15 05:22 am (UTC)
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I...oh.
[A little surprised look.]
I guess I can't.
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2021-03-15 05:23 am (UTC)
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So at least you got something out of all of this, right?
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commedia
2021-03-15 05:26 am (UTC)
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[That makes their cheeks flush, somehow.]
You make it sound like a transaction. I just...didn't think I'd be having small happinesses like this, after everything.
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2021-03-15 06:06 am (UTC)
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I didn't mean it that way-!
[he flusters in turn, glancing aside.]
But, um. I think especially in circumstances like this-- people should get to have those.
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commedia
2021-03-15 11:25 am (UTC)
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[A light smile.]
You should have some, too
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2021-03-15 05:19 pm (UTC)
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-maybe. I have, um, a few.
[for all that he knows it probably won't last-- well. there are still moments.]
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commedia
2021-03-15 07:43 pm (UTC)
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That's good. You need to get as many as you can.
[A sigh.]
Do you...think you can make it out of here, Envy?
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2021-03-16 05:10 am (UTC)
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-maybe? I don't know. I don't really, uh, have any plans for after this just yet.
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commedia
2021-03-16 05:14 am (UTC)
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Well, hopefully you do just actually want to escape before considering plans? Or...do you want to stay?
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2021-03-16 07:27 am (UTC)
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...I don't know yet, Shiya, I really don't.
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commedia
2021-03-16 11:43 am (UTC)
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Well, its something to think about. What makes you want to stay?
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2021-03-17 05:14 am (UTC)
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I probably need to go back, I just- don't know if I want to? And if you guys end up still existing here, I don't want you to be left alone, either.
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2021-03-17 05:23 am (UTC)
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...Well, as long as we have everything, I don't suppose it would be too bad. Perhaps. Even though we are the dead.
[....So they're basically like one of Envy's ghosts now, huh.]
Besides, its what I deserve. You deserve more than that.
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2021-03-17 06:12 am (UTC)
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-you're a lot more convinced of that than I am.
[he manages a slight smile, but. only a slight one.]
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2021-03-17 12:00 pm (UTC)
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Envy. Convincing, not convincing. After everything...you are someone I want to see have a happy life.
[Because Envy is so much like them, and there is a selfish part of them that wants Envy to succeed.]
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[he's still clinging to douman's hand, like he's afraid if he lets go, he won't get it back.]
...I don't want you to end up being tossed away, either, it sucks.
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[What a thing to say. Douman also doesn't let go, also desperate.]
[The people of Limbo, they lived in longing-]
Nobody has ever said that, about a wretched soul like me.
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[that comes with a little squeeze of their hand.]
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[A little surprised look.]
I guess I can't.
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You make it sound like a transaction. I just...didn't think I'd be having small happinesses like this, after everything.
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[he flusters in turn, glancing aside.]
But, um. I think especially in circumstances like this-- people should get to have those.
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You should have some, too
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[for all that he knows it probably won't last-- well. there are still moments.]
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[A sigh.]
Do you...think you can make it out of here, Envy?
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Well, hopefully you do just actually want to escape before considering plans? Or...do you want to stay?
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[....So they're basically like one of Envy's ghosts now, huh.]
Besides, its what I deserve. You deserve more than that.
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[he manages a slight smile, but. only a slight one.]
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Envy. Convincing, not convincing. After everything...you are someone I want to see have a happy life.
[Because Envy is so much like them, and there is a selfish part of them that wants Envy to succeed.]