...I've thought about it. Staying and seeing if I can just...avoid it.
[They're reluctant to admit it, but they have. But isn't that wrong? Isn't that turning one's back to the problem, leaving the bad seed alone, and hope it doesn't bloom into a flower of evil?]
I-I don't know. I want to think I can just avoid it, because I'm not Limbo, and never want to be, but...it isn't as if that's a separate monster or something. There are traits in Limbo which I know all too well. I don't want to be lax and think I'll simply be "good" when...it is easier for me not to be.
[They lean forward, knocking their forehead gently against Ryan's forehead.]
I feel like I'm falling apart. [A beat.] Gluttony said you'd be heartbroken if I destroyed myself, and...you've already been through so much pain. I don't want to be someone who adds more to that.
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[They're reluctant to admit it, but they have. But isn't that wrong? Isn't that turning one's back to the problem, leaving the bad seed alone, and hope it doesn't bloom into a flower of evil?]
I-I don't know. I want to think I can just avoid it, because I'm not Limbo, and never want to be, but...it isn't as if that's a separate monster or something. There are traits in Limbo which I know all too well. I don't want to be lax and think I'll simply be "good" when...it is easier for me not to be.
[They lean forward, knocking their forehead gently against Ryan's forehead.]
I feel like I'm falling apart. [A beat.] Gluttony said you'd be heartbroken if I destroyed myself, and...you've already been through so much pain. I don't want to be someone who adds more to that.